Realization

That day when I realized that I was so tired for falling someone who will never catch me. It’s my fault I know. Not actually MY fault, but my heart’s fault. Then comes my mind. My mind let my heart fall for the wrong person. Going back, I was too tired that I even shouted “I’ve had enough of this nonsense” I’m really tired of loving him for almost 2 years. Gosh, why am I so stupid? I pity myself for letting my heart break into thousand pieces.

I woke up the next day saying to myself “Did I just let my heart free? Have I really moved on?” Well YES! and I am really  glad. After a week, I saw him AGAIN. After a month without any communication. Then for some reasons, he initiated a hug? I’m like “WTH is that all about?” What was he thinking? My heart was once again disturbed by that move. I did not feel any butterflies in my stomach like what I was supposed to feel. I just felt uneasy and a little awkward. That’s when I realized, I have moved on. REALLY.

Then an event came, and a new guy came into my life. I hated him but as time passes by for some weird reasons he won’t leave my mind. I am always thinking of him “Do I like him?” Am I really attracted to him? Am I attracted to the person I swore not like? Oh c’mon, my heart is messing up with me again. Not now, heart, I’m still tired. Then it started, I declared that I like him even if he is the meanest guy on earth. Then he asked me if I can go with him to this place, then we went out. Would I consider it as a date? No, IMPOSIBLE! He still loves his ex. He haven’t move on yet. We went to this place he calls his “SECRET PLACE” It was so peaceful there that my heart and mind started to argue again. “Do I still love my past?” It bothered me badly that I even realized that I only like the new guy as a FRIEND. What the heck is going on?!

I woke up the next day, telling myself “I don’t love my past anymore. I don’t even like the new guy.” AAAAAHHHHH I’m so confused. I don’t know what to do with myself.

Will I risk my heart again?

OMG! I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack! After a very longtime, I'm finally back. Hay? What's up? What's going on? Btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR! It is already 2016! Do you have plans for this year? Me? Nothing hahahaha

Hey? Why am I gone? Where have I been?
----So basically, my PC monitor broke then I need to wait for a longtime to buy a new with a corresponding printer on the side (YAAAAAAAAAAAAY! YAAAAAAAAAAS! hahahaha) That's why I was gone for tad bit.

Very FEW Updates:
1. I finally FINALLY got my haircut from long hair now it is medium length hair and you know what? I'm loving it!
2. Like I said, I already have a new monitor and a new printer
3. I started school last January 4

Byeeee! I need to review, 2nd day of exams tom byeeeeeeeee! (I'm having my exams if you are currently reading this)

LOOK AT ME!

Here it is! Blog Challenge Day 6!
So for today's topic it is all about what physical feature I love about myself.
I'm UGLY. But I still have very few physical feature I love that I have.

What is my beast physical feature for me? Hmm... nice question. even if I feel like I'm really ugly... I think it would be my body shape. I just love my body shape. I don't have a tiny-tiny waist but I just love it. When you look at me you will think that my body shapes is as straight as a ruler but it's not because I have a semi-curvy shape

Maybe another one is my hair. Even if sometimes it is frizzy and dry, when my hair is in mood it looks gorgeous. It looks like I curled my hair when in reality I woke up with that hair. My hair is naturally curly-ish slash wavy-ish. Ugh! I just love my hair hahahaha

Another short post. Thank You for reading and have a nice day ☺♥

Today's Currently | 02

So in a busy and cold evening I decide to blog and multitask. How great! *insert sarcastic voice.

Anyways! Please enjoy this small blog post ☺

-Reading-

Still the same from the last Today's Currently. I'm reading the tweets from today's hashtag in Kalyeserye #ALDUBMissingRing 

What can I do? It is already part of my routine... hahaha 

-Writing-

Yey! Being EXTRA EXTRA PRODUCTIVE on my social networking sights especially my blog and now on my WATTPAD STORIES... Whooo! *insert regine voice* It is a new story and a collab with my classmate, Trixie! Hey trixie, if you are reading this, which is imposible because my classmates don't know what is my blog account name... hihihi

Soon on Wattpad ☺

-Thinking-

Currently thinking on when and how will I do my gift for this week for the person I'm guiding. We have this thing in our school;it is like monito-monita but they made it guardian angel type. So instead just giving her a gift you are also guiding her and doing "Paramdam" 

I'm also thinking on when will I start doing my portfolio in CLE. I have it scheduled today but I'm too busy (Ehem! Should I say "too LAZY"? hehehe)

Will this DIY be a good "Paramdam" to the person I'm guarding?

-Loving-

Currently loving the behind the scene photos of the upcoming move of Bossing, AiAi and ALDUB. It make me so KILIIIIG! KYAAAAAAAAAAAA! ahahahahaha They look close off cam. They are really getting more comfortable with each other ♥

Loving our WIFI Connection. Now I can go to my social networking sight just by using my tablet.

Been also loving our topic in Science. For the first time in 3 quarters of Science, I'm enjoying a topic. I LOVE anything about Genetics ☺

-Listening-

In the background is my current LSS song, Stitches by Shawn Mendez. Ugh! I'm INLOVE! Posted a small cover in snapchat.

-Watching-

I'm still watching plan with me videos like the last Today's Currently. Like what I've said, I'm addicted to them. I can't Stop. No Joke. Hahahaha

-Waiting-

Waiting for my guardian angel to give me a hint or clue or something... I haven't received anything yet. It is really frustrating like LEGIT.

-Imagining-

Currently imagining how will I talk to the person I really miss... Haaaaaaay. I miss you _____ 

I just realized that I posted on the same day of the week like the last "Today's Currently" Just a coincidence okay? I don't have a schedule when I post blog posts

Anyways!

Hope you enjoyed and have a good day ☺♥

Today's Currently | 01

New layout for posting... Gagayahin ko muna yung STYLE ni Maine sa pagba-blog... yung "The Sunday Currently" O diba, halatang fan ako hahaha

Let's start!

-Reading-

I'm currently reading a wattpad story on my tablet but I forgot the title of the story *wonk wonk wonk* Well atleast I'm back reading because my tablet is alive *regine* wooh! hahaha

-Writing-

I'm currently writing a new blogpost. Yey! Schedule to be posted tomorrow or Wednesday... I'm still continuing my Blog Challenge until this week then another WEEKLY blog challenge next week.

-Thinking-

Why so gorg, Ate Maine? (yes, nakiki "ATE" eh. hahaha Feeling close.. hahaha)

Would you believe me if I say to you that this is Edited? They took this picture with different partners because that time they weren't allowed yet to see each other.

Gwapoooooooooo!

 I am thinking WHEN, WHERE and HOW will I get these magazines? They are all SOLD OUT in every store I go. Ugh!

-Loving-

I looove this!

I am currently loving this magazine. THE BEST! Can't say anything bad about it.

-Listening-

 Listening to a korean song.. once again. Huhuhi I'm addicted to K-Pop songs lately. Can't help it though hahaha

-Watching-

I'm also hooked on watching "Plan With Me" videos.

-Waiting-

For the right one... haha joke! No, i'm waiting for the text of Astro Vision for the Mega Magazine. I need the magazines NOW!

-Imagining-

Co hosting with Maine and Alden. SUCH A BIG DREAM. I CAN'T BE IN A TV SHOW... I'm ugly...


So that is today's currently!

Xoxo,

Anne

Fear..

Blog Challenge Day 5!

And because it is November 1... of course! I need to talk about my FEARS...

• My number 1 fear is losing my grandfather... i think I might die if i lose him...
• the next are my parents! I'm an only child so that's why I am very close to them mawala na ang lahat wag lang pamilya ko! Mawalan na ako ng kaibigan wag lang pamilya ko!
• Takot ako sa ipis na lumilipad... Sinong hindi diba? Tae. Nakakatakot kaya sila!
• I HATE HEIGHTS! I fear heights... I feel like I will fall any moment. Ugh!
• I'm afraid of death.. Do I need to explain?
• I'm afraid of tomorrow.. Weird right? 
• I'm afraid of Philippine versions of "GHOSTS"

Buhay pa ba kayo? Hindi na diba? Na boring kasi kayo hahahaha I post VERY VERY VERY SHORT blog post.. So enjooooooooy!

Song I Currently LOVE

Songs I currently love <3
Blog Challenge Day 4!

I'm in a K-POP hit right now... so I will list my favorite K-Pop songs then why I love them

Kpop Songs:
1. "Ooh Aah" by TWICE (JYP)
-Why do i love the song? I love it because of the beat... I haven/t understood the lyrics yet...
2. "If You Do" by Got7 (JYP)
-I love the meaning of it, it makes my heart crush... Ugh!
3. "I" by Taeyeon (SM Ent.)
- The meaning of the song is so beautiful...It is like an ugly caterpillar because of all the pain she endured, she once then hid herself from the crown and when she came out she was like a beautiful butterfly that will fly high and reach for her dreams.

Annyeong!